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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

10.12.2012

my friend told me that she jealous of me because can have a bunch of male friends and very close to them...
actually it doesn't true...
if they busy, they din bother me yet when i was depressed for their help( i know they busy but at least they reply my msg say no...) .
although i used to this situation for a long time , i still felt very sad...
sometimes, the things which my friends had promise me, they will forget or pretend they forget and ignore me...
Promised will go to somewhere together, at the end they forget about it and left me behind.
when they alone, only then they will remember me.
Promised to find a house and stay together but they seem like wanna change the promise and left me behind.
Haiz... This is my life n the only things i can say is"
IS BETTER TO SATY ALONE THAN WITH OTHERS WHO WILL BETRAY YOU SOMEDAY".

Saturday, December 8, 2012

7.12.2012


Just finish publish my TMX 2012 website to local host and it was wonderful~ *touching
We have doing our TMX 2012 website for 4days non-stop.
Me, Janet and Jentin doing our website until midnight together with Victor and his group, and other FEB group.
It seen that only me and Janet are from FSKPM and majority is from FEB.
And we both faculty help each other and finally we done It.!!! YES!!!
Now I really know what is 水火不容!!! And it was just happen in front me!!
My ICS (introduction of Cognitive Science) group leader Burhan and Helina were arguing about the assignment and I was like’’ Wow, and is better I keep my mouth shut @x@”
Actually is Helina’s fault.
Burhan had told us that we need to submit our part to her last week and Helina just submit this week and next week we need to present it.
Not only ICS, CP (cognitive Psychology) assignment also same. Last minute only submit her part. And the worst thing is all her answers are wrong and Helen need to terminate it and used hers.
BTW, theses day, I was in a good mood and its all because of my beloved brother, senior, buddy Cibong Etienne.
Because of Etienne, I know his buddy in UNIMAS and we become closer and even played around even though Etienne was not there.
That day, De Xiang was FB-ing and posted that he had opened his own Skype and I added him.
We chatted and I started my naughty plan.
I asked him to treat me Chatime and he said ok.
Yea~ again I “A” people money to treat me… HEHEXD (don learn this)
Yesterday I return Zeoilen’s hard disc for the Running Man.
Don know why, in the msg, I automatic type” Zeoilen Koko” and he say he like the way I call him Zeoilen Koko… lol~
And that day, I met the guy who asks my phone number. He looked so rush and we din talk much.
Til now, I still confuses the reason he ask my phone number and din send me msg or called me? Hmmm…. Sound fishy~
Although Uni’s life is suffer and full of stupid assignment, I enjoyed myself here with a bunch of new friends like recently I have extra step parent who are Poh Seng and Janet~
Last week I falt sick and my step parents force me to clinic and took my medicine.
Since that, both of them become my step parent….
BTW, final exam is coming and its means my Sem 1 will end soon~ woohoo!!!
Holidays… I means Final exam… here I come!!! Wahahaha….

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

7.11.2012


Like usual, fb-ing, youtube-ing and upload-ing in Cais…
Suddenly have a feeling wants update my blog.
Since the first day I arrived in Sarawak, I realize I had stay in Bunga Raya College in UNIMAS for 2 months.
Now left 2 months and I ready to pack my things and go back to my hometown, Klang !!! Hurray!!!
BTW just finish my sem break and I enjoyed my sem break by camp and shopping…
Went the Buddhist camp alone but I gained a lots of new friends there…
Although the ways they pray are different and the resort at Sematan beach was damn suck, I enjoyed and played with new friends there…
First time stay in a beach resort and I really like the peaceful quiet atmosphere there…
The second day I went back from camp, I went water front and shopped a lots for grocery with Jing Ni, Esther and Elaine…
I also went seafood with them by Han Li's promote.
Stayed at the hotel there and the next day I went back to college by the time Jing Ni and the others went to Damai beach which I did have enough money to go…
After reached my room, I started clean up my room and after 2 hours finally finished clean up and WOW!!! SO CLEAN!!! Hahaha….
Saturday and Sunday oli started do revision for my coming exam…
HOPEFULLY I can get a good result for my mid-term exam and these coming assignment…
ALL THE BEST FOR ME and please voted TVXQ and BAP in MAMA2012!!! ><
Ciao~

Friday, October 19, 2012

Modern Dance (17.10.2012)


Today Spencer teaches us a new dance.
It’s quite hard but I LOVE IT!!
He teaches us step by step and I follow step by step.
Although it sweats my shirt, I really enjoyed it.
Don know why, recently she used me, ordered me to do this to do that.
After used me, she will throw me like rubbish… no...is recycle bin…
When even she want to do something for her own purpose, she will pick me up from the recycle bin and used.
Before I don’t know and always betrayed by her like a fool…
Now, I really started aware with her.
That day, she promised will do this, suddenly she changed her mind and asked me to waited her in a place like an idiot. Luckly I knew that she won’t came so I went back to my apartment with anger… The way she lie to me, she teasing at me, she laugh at me… HATE IT!!
Human being…. Human being is the most dangerous mammal in this world.
We can’t read someone’s thinking and mind…never…
Honestly, I know I’m always used someone to my own purpose but at least I won’t let someone wait me like an idiot!!! AT LEAST!!!! 
How can I do? Life still needs to go on… just focus on my study and dance lots to release all my anger!!! Arghhhh!!!
BTW… the funniest part in my Uni life is can play naughty on Sen Cen and Etienne… hahaha…. Both of them are my target… ALWAYS!!!! Hahahah…





Thursday, October 11, 2012

TRIP TO KAMPUNG ANNIS RAIS LONG HOUSE (TITAS ASSIGMENT)


6.10.2012 is the day.
The day we went to Kampung Annis Rais for our TITAS assignment.
Thought the car will came at 8 a.m, but after we waited for 45 minute, the car still not there.
We all felt so frustrated then our senior told us he still have friend who can rent car for us.
Luckily his friend rented his car to us and we immediately went to Kampung Annis Rais after took our breakfast at kopitiam outside.
So far, we were on the right way to Kampung Annis Rais.
But when was in a kampung place, we went lost and kept ask villagers who live there.
After a while, we were in the right way but the longest way…
It took us about an hour to reach there yet there’s have a lots of bengkok road.
When drove on the damn bengkok road, it felt like we were taking roller coaster.
Very excited>< *wow-ing
After reserve, u-turn, dizzy-ing and wow-ing, FINALLY we reached there and there were a lots og group already finished their visit and wanna go back to school…
When we visited the place, we saw many traditional things and houses there.
Suddenly, we saw WI-FI MODERN, ASTRO and EVEN BSN SERVICE also arrived there…
WOW!!! FANTASTIC BABY!!
We also tried the rice wine there and it taste good so I bought one apple favour wine and shared a bottle of pure rice wine with my course mate, Janet.
(if my mom I bought wine sure she kill me><)
After finished interview the villagers there and took a lots of pictures, we wanna took a visit at Hot Spring.
But because need paying the fees so we went to The Spring to have our dinner.
Again, we needed to used that bengkok road.
ACCIDENT WAS HAPPEN!!! John almost crashed on other car but he managed to stop the car.
When John drive down, saw a car and the car almost cant stop because the type already exhausted.
When John stop the car beside the road, the type smoke-ing and we all quite shocked.
Luckily there’s nothing serious happen and senior let us go first and he followed behind in case there was something wrong happen.
After a few minute, we finally out that stupid road and drove to The Spring to have lunch yet it was already 4pm~!! *hungry
Before that we went to toilet and when I came out from the toilet, I SAW DANIEL LEE!!! WOW!!! HE IS PROMOTING FOR THE 30 HOURS FAMINE AND HE WAS INTERVIEWED. Wanna took picture with him but scare rejected by ejen so we went away…OMG!!! DANIEL LEE 李吉汉!!!haiz….
Around 6.30 p.m we went to 101 and after took our dinner then we went back to college.
Although we almost in accident, we safe and everything were on our schedule…
Really wanna thanks to John coz drove the car for hours yet he din complain anything… n hopefully there was another day which we can went out again together…
God Bless~






Friday, September 21, 2012

Unimas Life 21.9.2012

after study here for two week, started used my campus life here...
every night need to wash my own shirt...
buy my lunch and dinner...
clean up my room every week...
walk to class everyday...
searching for internet access...
now juz need to focus on my assigment n coming mid-term exam...
all the best~

Monday, September 10, 2012

Life in UNIMAS 10.9.2012

today end my first class at 4pm n felt very bored staying in my room...
time is gold... so using these free times to update my blog.
arrived Sarawak at National Day
my FIRST NATIONAL DAY in SARAWAK thought there would very meriah...
but Sarawak was just TOO quite... WAY TOO quiet n i not used to it...
went register for my college at 1st September n when i reach my room, the room was too small n smell bad!! but luciky my roomate is a good person (she also a Kpop Kaki><) 
just put my luggage there n went to hotel sleep with my family... we also went visit Sarawak...
theres one word can describe Sarawak, TOO QUITE!!! (sorry is two word)
went to unpack my luggage at 2nd September..
having my MAP(Minggu Aluan Pelajar) n the LO was too nice to us...
they teached us many cheers n freshment... cute n fun!!
love MPP teached us dance 洗刷刷 n Gangnam Style!! op op op op oppa gangnam style
although my MAP was FULL of TAKLIMAT, during that 5 days need to wake up 5am n sleep 12am.... yet i still enjoy the MAP... Thx MPP n abang kakak LO~ 
life in UNIMAS quite nice coz i know many friends here... Eevee, Esther n my roomate Phobe~
now at other place alone n i must learn to independent myself... gambateh!!!
p/s i will still update myself with Kpop!!! ^^

Sunday, August 5, 2012

5.8.2012

what a sad day
first, i CANT go for 30 Hour Famine( coz the registration fulled)
second, i CANT watched Lee Hom's mini concert
third, our Malaysia's proud Dato Lee Chong Wei lose....
all because that fucking Lin Dan....
Lee CW keep blaming himself in twitter...
when saw he cry, i aso felt wanna cry...
but no matter what, LEE CHONG WEI U TRIED YOUR BEST N WE PROUD OF U^^
all these sad incident, luckily there a thing which make me excited...
BOUGHT CANON 650D for RM 2699
yea~ hope everything will be happy n hope i can catch every single happy scene of it with my camera^^ 

Sunday, June 24, 2012

how now!!!

how now?
i started obsessed with SHINee and BAP's Bang Yong Guk!!!
they are too hot and gorgeous!!!
BAP is going to have their Showcast Live In Malaysia yet i din have transport to go there to rock with BAP!!! SHIT!!!
BTW, oppas... saranghaeyo~
p/s TV5XQ still no.1 in my heart~ Fighting~
their first mv AMIGO


this song make me wanna know more about them...REPLAY


HELLO


my favourite song RING DING DONG


LUCIFER


JULIETTE


LOVE LIKE OXYGEN


SHERLOCK


REPLAY(Japanese version)



LUCIFER(Japanese version)


BAP WARRIOR

BAP POWER



my sexy BANG YONG GUK><

Friday, June 1, 2012

My Holiday Trip 2(27.5.2012)


Today went up at 4.30am and m was damn tired after yesterday trip.
Today my fotang organize Mountain Walk at FRIM.
When I arrived fotang, there were many people who I don known who the hacks were them?
M was arranged to go with Shiau Ting’s car.
Around 7am we arrived FRIM and played many group games…
Especially the treasure Hunt… dislike that game coz need to find the “treasure” and there were too many leaves, ants, sands… dislike to find the treasure so felt sorry for my group members coz din help them to find one…. Can’t Even Find ONE of the treasure><
After prepare, we started our mountain walk…
Partner with Shalil Yeoh and choose the challenge way together…
During the half of the journey, started suffer and my heart pumped DAMN fast and can’t breathe well… luckily some people stop the walk for a while and only that I can rest for a while and recover my heart pumping rate… then we continue…
When reached our final destiny, the water fall, we were damn excited…!!
I went “spa” my legs in the water fall’s water and it was damn cool n felt GOOD!!!
After enough my legs “spa” we continue our journey back to the campsite to have our delicious lunch^^
When they arrived campsite, they immediately took the food and eat… while I went to toilet to change my sweating cloth…
After having our lunch, we took our photo then we all went fotang…
Around 2.30pm we arrived fotang then we all went home…
Have a tired but challenged day… believe that tomorrow all my body’s muscle will shout for help!!! Also thanks to Shalil for accompany me and help me when I were suffering breathless…THX!!! Yu Hua!!!

My Holiday Trip 1 (26.5.2012)


Finally it’s coming!!!
Today is our Meru Daycare center’s holiday one day trip.
We Klang Utama(KU) sit in a small bus and me sit with Mr. naughty Guan Rong.
First stop… Planetarium… a place full of science… the kids play the tunnel and I also go for play it>< curious!! Actually there not much fun in there (damn bored><)
Then we continue our second stop, National Palace… LAGI BORED!!!
Nothing special there… so Agong’s shirt, chairs, Cap Mohon, Hat n full of people…
Take some photo then BORED><… so we continue our third stop, which is my favorite and which I wait for a long time, I-CITY’s SNOW WALK!!!
M too excite!!! When I go inside… OMG!!! This is what I waiting for!!!
Crazy-ing and don care about the kids… keep play my snow, slide… and ICE!!!
Keep jio my kids to play the game and they are nut!!! Firstly they scared to play but after I force them, they wanna play for second times!!! WooHoo!!!
Unfortunately, the time is short. We have to stop our snow and go for our final stop, WATER PARK!!!
Play at lots there and try many slides and have a water war with those horrible, crazy kids… the boys keep splashing the water on me while the girls keep hugging me so I can’t walk at all!!!
But there something embarrassed thing happen… after the slide, I can’t stand up and keep falling in front him and my glasses fall>< … malunya~ luckily my kids help me find my glasses… thx..wei hian n wen xin^^
May be I dislike water and the water is too dirty, I go up earlier and I go bathroom to clean myself up…
Around 5.30pm, we finish our trip and wanna go home…
When we in our bus, OMG!!! The bus has been in thief!!! Two kids’ bags which have money, mp3 and PSP inside were disappear and Cikgu Ng’s bag also went gone… the bus driver was shocked and don know how to do… many kids think that the thief was the bus driver but I think was other people who went inside the bus when the bus driver was away…
But because we can’t do anything so we went back to Meru…
Have a wonderful and enjoyable day today but felt sad for that sad incident…. Actually I don’t think that kids should bring along their mp3, PSP… these thing should be brought and if they brought, they should keep them along themselves whever they were…
BTW… thx for Mrs. Sally Tan(my bos) for organize this one day trip….THX!!!

Saturday, May 19, 2012

my Dark Shadows

today after meeting, went Aeon Bukit Tinggi with my machi Wei Ching n her cousin(also my senior).
we went watched Dark Shadows and the movie quite SEX but nice and the end...
then went eat at Bing Dian and saw Poh Yan... lol~
then was our K Time!!!
sang LOTS of song and don know why they let us sang until 4 hours++ until we tired...
the most Crazy was we all together sang... WOW!! FANTASTIC BABY!!! 
hahaha.... the room almosr BURST!!!! hahaha( don know the next room will felt pek cek><)
then around 7.30pm we went home and we was stuck in the middle way to Setia Alam...
I think there were ppl going City Mall??
BTW... today really FANTASTIC BABY!!! ^^ thx for Wei Ching for bring me out^^ THX!!


SEX scene><


wow fantastic baby!!!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

14.5.2012


Today is my 4th week gone to Meru (HQ) work.
The first time went there, I dislike.
Unfamiliar with the surrounding and the kids there.
Now… I LOVE IT!!
The kids there love to make fun among themselves and it was FUNNY!!
Can’t stop laughing when they did it…
When it’s 6pm, I will go back to Klang Utama and happy when the KU’s kids welcome me.
May be the teachers in Meru very fierce and there’s principal there, so the kids din dare to do anything bad.
In KU, OMG!! The kids are rude and always like to fight with teachers (especially the boys).
But compare with game, KU’s kids more active than Meru’s kids… KU’s kids will do ANY GAME no matter the game is dirty or childish, KU’s kids sure done it GOOD!! That the thing I love KU’s kids… dare to try something and teamwork… ^^
Today got some kids in Meru discuss something funny and I keep myself for stop laughing but at the end I laughed!! So funny the topic they discuss.
Especially 克维cant beat him AT ALL!! He damn good in saying….
Everytime let him win… but still he so FUNNY and CUTE><
p/s Happy birthday to my best sister, Mr. William Tan!!! ^^hope we can in same U so I can bully u AGAIN!!! hahaha

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Wesak Day

today is Wesak day and went pray with my mom n my little sister...
at night went fb n youtube...
suddenly saw my friend on0line so went chat with her...
she ask me whether going their 30 hour famine DIY camp...
i suddenly shock...
their held that camp and many of them going without let me know...
haiz...
used to this situation ad..
held something fun WITHOUT ASKING ME!!!
never mind... just let it be~
^^

Saturday, March 31, 2012

29.3.2012


29.3.2012
Today I used rotan to hit a boy very hard…
He shocked n he cried quietly after I hit him…
That time was too angry coz he keep playing and talking while his homework haven done
But when saw he keep rub his leg, felt very sad…
Sad coz I hit him…
I don’t want to hit these kids…
 Really don’t want to hit him, but was TOO angry.
Wanna sapu ubat on his leg but he smile at me said:” aiyo, teacher, u hit me not as hard as her!!! (principal of that daycare center)… I was used to it ad!!! Hahaha…”
-.-‘’ sigh…
But felt please he din angry.
I really hope he will be good next time… 

Saturday, March 24, 2012

22.3.2012


Got something sad in my heart.
Almost said it out when arguing v my mom,
But I stop.
I don’t want let them or anyone knows about my sad things…
Better keep in my heart forever…
Capricorn looks very strong,
But actually they are very weak and YOU don’t know about it…
And I’m the person like that…

Saturday, March 17, 2012

WAKAO!!! 16.3.2012


今天你突然suan siao 我,
说我不公平,只疼女生不疼男生。。。
天啊!!!我哪只疼女生?男女都有
但,
想一想。。。
我的确有点不公平,
我往往只和喜欢的小孩玩。。。
不喜欢的小孩。。。
应该只有她吧?
因为她实在太过过分le!!!
我都怕了他!!!
连她的“妈妈”都是!!
一直占别人的便宜!!
话说回来,
Suan siao 我,我是很生气,
但,至少你指出了我的过错。。。
突然, 我走出来,你停止和老师说话。。。
原来你在我背后插一刀。。。wakao!!!
很生气,一直为了你的刀而难过。。。
想一想,
我何必难过呢?
我没这个必要为了这小事而毁了我一天和小孩一起玩了的时光!!!
我笑了。。。
和小孩一起笑^^
不管你或别人在我背后插刀,
我会把它抛在后面,然后像小孩一样,开开心心得笑!!!
我不会被这些考验而打倒!!!
你们放马过来吧!!! 我不怕!!!
Fighting!!!! ^^
p/s happy birthday Qi Hao^^

Thursday, March 15, 2012

14.3.2012


他今天又像平常,
不听话。
劝了,骂了。。。不听
一时生气!拉了他的衣服,大声骂了他。
他转过身,看了我一眼。。。
那个吓倒,无辜,不懂事的眼神,
看了我,
我呆住了。。。
我。。。好像做错了。。。
我是不应该拉他的衣服。。。
他的眼神。。。
难道我错了吗?

Saturday, March 10, 2012

7.3.2012

my result!!!
today take my result... ganjiong!!! wei ching went to my work place to fetch me... she aso fetch hui ling, choy lay, li zih...when arrived, i saw many ppl n teachers... saw pn thye!!!! long time din saw her!! aso saw pn zas!! miss them so much.. beside teachers, miss my classmates!! saw wei kwang, siew, zing chang, ching kian, chee hong, siah, yin syin, ccc, yen sze, feifang... lots lo!!! saw lai yin aso.. shock when she opened her result....4.0!!! 4.0!!! OMG!!!! she aso shocked but happy... congrated her!!!! after that, we went to JJ for movie!!! watched dance dragon dance... damn funny.... oh ya!!! aso met Miss lim at JJ... chat a while v her n she gave many opinion to us!!! thx!!!! today quite a happy day coz morning many kids praised me pretty^^ and aso can met many of my clasmates and teachers!!!! aso met him... but don care about him...

Saturday, February 18, 2012

18.2.2012


today my do something on my hair.... yea!!! maggie hair!!! wanna eat? actually the tauke so misunderstand my direction... i want hair style like HyunA but she gave me this... well, is better than my old long messy hair, right? but after done it, suddenly miss my old long messy hair... *cry-ing.... BTW, today also my oppa CHANGMIN's birthday!!! happy birthday!!!!!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

NS Yoon G THE REASON I BECAME A WITCH


Pissed OFF!!

suddenly felt many ppl doesn't like me but hate me...
no matter where im been...
during working time, i cant join the topic they discuss
always run away and being alone at a corner.
in fotang, some ppl seem dislike the way i did my things.
coz i always scold, teased them...
ESPECIALLY those ppl who love to show off!!
when got important things only appear.
din go always do want to tell us!!!
every time need to wait for them!!! Damn it!!!
haiz.... i think i better keep my mouth shut or there will many bad accident will happen!!!!
PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!

Monday, February 6, 2012

幸福

突然无聊起来,
去看了他们的FB。
看到他们和心爱人一起幸福的照片,
自己也被他们的幸福,笑了。。。
笑了,因为他们幸福。。。
为他们的幸福而开心地笑。
祝福他们幸福美满。^^
真的希望,
有一天,
我为我自己的幸福,
而笑。。。
希望
会有这一天。。。


Sunday, February 5, 2012

摩羯座/山羊座 Capricorn

【摩羯座怪癖,有没有?】
1.热爱暗恋;
2.自卑 不喜欢跟人打交道;
3.有点闷骚,没事喜欢胡思乱想;
4.失眠或者嗜睡;
5.笑起来是个孩子 冷起来是个谜 ;
6.不喜欢虚伪自私的人;
7.好心肠 易被感动;
8.爱讲道理;
9.整理癖;
10.喜欢去没人的地方;
11.黑白分明;
12.不爱穿内衣;
13.常年宅在家。


【摩羯座的10个特点】
1、爱最真挚最持久最深沉。 
2、有时很爱捉弄人 。
3、不喜欢争吵 。
4、有些害羞。 
5、个性强悍不妥协。
6、无与伦比的迷人性感。 
7、天生的贵族气质和深沉超脱的个性。
8、很容易被感动。
9、外冷内热。 
10、有些顽皮。❤


摩羯很冷,很多人第一次和摩羯接触,应该都会觉得摩羯像一座冰山。话不多,静静地听着大家说话。但是如果你多接触几次摩羯,你就会发现,原来他也是喜欢开玩笑的,喜欢打打闹闹的。好像一个小孩子,容易哄。❤


【摩羯座的10大优点】
1脾气来的快去的也快;
2有斗志,喜欢拼搏;
3刻苦努力,想尽办法独立门户自己当老板,老总最多的星座之一;
4重感情,讲义气;
5别人对他好,定加倍奉还的典型代表;
6不计前嫌,容易哄;
7单纯没心机;
8喜怒言于表,不伪装;
9做事雷厉风行,有效率;
10天生的统筹规划专家,计划性强。❤


【摩羯座的缺点,你有吗?】
1、很懒,没事几乎不出门;
2、爱发呆;
3、擅长装傻,其实心里都明白,只是不愿意说出来;
4、与老友只想念不联系;
5、很情绪化;
6、双重人格;
7、有自己的一套原则,我行我素;
8、有时很糊涂,反应慢半拍;
9、特别敏感,脆弱;
10、对自己不感兴趣的人很冷漠,毫不掩饰。❤


摩羯是一个非常单纯的星座。这不是讲摩羯没有智慧,而是说,摩羯一般很少主动有自己的欲望。凭借阅历,智慧,以及第六感就能看透一个人的本性。但是,当摩羯在遇到没有见过的情况下,往往天真的把一切想的过于美好,毫无防备的把自己的全部都展现出来,用心去与人沟通说的就是摩羯这种傻得出气的个性。❤


为自己爱的人,摩羯可以容忍许多,甚至是许多难以想象的事情,摩羯都可以接受!所以被摩羯爱的人,是幸福的!但是由于摩羯的不懂表达,被摩羯爱的人,大多觉得摩羯是两个极端,一种摩羯是自私/冷漠/固执/难以沟通/难以理解/不够温柔/不够浪漫。另一种则恰恰相反,喜欢暧昧,风花雪月,不切实际。。❤


摩羯座是很容易被感动的星座。表面上,他们爱逞强,私底下,很多摩羯是爱哭鬼,他们是不愿意在人前掉泪而已。所以,当摩羯被人爱护的时候,他们会很感恩(不只是感动哦),并把这些都默默记在心里,也期望能回报别人。从某种意义上来说,这些感动他们的事物是他们能继续相信人性有光明温暖一面的动力。❤


摩羯是一个不懂得把握住幸福的星座,所以爱情往往是坎坷的,曲折的,加上性格的因素,摩羯很难从爱情里体味到幸福感!当然热恋里的幸福一定是饱满的!爱情里的摩羯,勇敢,坚定,执着得难以用任何词语来形容!想要摩羯放弃一段感情太难,几乎可以说是不可能的,除非是摩羯自己决意分手分离。❤


摩羯座也是一个坦诚的人,而且还非常的有责任感。在生活中最有原则的魔羯座,在爱情中却毫无原则,只要细心观察,便可以发现身边的魔羯座其实都附属在另一半的爱情中,随着对方的节奏不断的并且乖乖的调整着自己的脚步。工作上的巨人,爱情上的侏儒,也许可爱的魔羯座就是需要这个平衡。❤


摩羯座的人有时候突然就心情很低落,不想说话也不想动。别人问起,也不知道该怎样回答。也许是因为突然看见的一句话,也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么,也许是从朋友那听来的一件小事,也许什么都不是,很多事情不需要理由,也没有理由。❤


摩羯给别人的感觉,多是以自我自居,自我为中心,但是摩羯总是为别人考虑,毫不夸张的可以说是面面俱到!
但是摩羯不喜欢表现自己,当然更多原因是不善于,所以当别人受惠时,很少有人能够想到摩羯的努力与付出!
爱人尤为如此!所以这大大的降低了摩羯在爱情与婚姻中的幸福感!常常是忧郁,偶尔是惊喜.❤


如果你不小心爱上了摩羯座,请别因为摩羯不肯沟通和解释去解决问题而愤愤不平。摩羯只是不知道该怎么说出口,有些话摩羯觉得你会懂,就不必每天说给你听。
冷静地告诉摩羯,你的委屈和疑问。告
诉摩羯,你需要他的帮助和安慰。
摩羯会慢慢学会理解你并且努力避免误会再次发生。❤


有一种星座貌似花心,其实专一;
貌似坚强,其实很脆弱;
貌似开心,可笑容后的哀伤谁又能懂呢?
这种星座很好懂,表面嘻哈,内心很细腻;
这种星座很敏感,害怕孤单;
这种星座很伤感,喜欢用文字记录心情;
这种星座很矛盾,徘徊放弃与坚持之间。
如果你懂摩羯座喜欢摩羯座的他(她)请好好珍惜。❤

FIGHTING!!!

these day many sad things happen on my friends... hope they ok... me? still the same.... in SICK!!!!! haven recover.... haiz.... so FIGHTING to my friends and me><

Bang& Zelo NEVER GIVE UP

Zelo damn cute but too young ad><

Friday, January 27, 2012

Happy Dragon Year 2012

received many angpau but with a very uncomfortable body... m sick again!!!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

12.1.2012


Yesterday, those kids went in office room and played inside so I went reported with Cikgu Ng.
And today, when they came back from school, felt kinds of scare.
When Cikgu Ng called them, I knew something would happen on me and I PREPARED!!!!
After a few minute, Rui Yang and Qi Ling went inside the room and sit behind me and I turned my side to them to make sure what the hell they wanna did to me.
And they started scold my quietly, something like” Fuck You, Ci Bai…”
Well, of course I pretend I din heard about it. Just let them scold as much they want.
M I angry? OF COURSE!!! I really wanna slapped their stupid mouth and stopped their childish attitude… I REALLY WANNA SLAPPED THEM but after I think a while, suddenly felt peace.
I shouldn’t slap them or scold them back but should keep my mouth shut if they did it again.
They just release their anger after scolded by someone.
If I din reported their childish attitude to teacher, they SURE DID IT AGAIN!!!
Just want to teach a lesson on them so they won’t repeat it again.
But seem they din learn their lesson, well, there’s nothing I can done.
The funny thing and the thing which I wanna learn from them is revenge-less and i-can’t remember-anything-happen-just-now.
They can forget all the hate and anger and talked to me.
Or m too pretty until they din angry me ad? (ss-ing again><)

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Pening!!

these days weather damn hot and almost faint during my work time....
so GUYS!!!! please drink plenty of water and take care yourselves for Chinese New Year!!!!!