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Sunday, October 6, 2013

2am in the midnight.. siao eh

This picture let me had a deep thinking in this silent midnight.
Time fly fast and i'm going to reach 22 years old and haven done anything special for my life once.
Always having my life easy-come-easy-go like everything had been planned by God. Never been through the most challenge or gan-jiong incident before.... (sigh.... haiz...)
From a baby who does not know to walk to an adult who need to face lots of challenge and social now.
Through this journey, i met lots of kind of people, things and challenges. Sad, frustrated, happy, excited, angry, pekcek, walao.... lots la.... had been through these feelings and still continue facing it and wont easily give up no matter how hard the challenges and how the pekcek the peoples are. (CHE.....!)
Sometimes felt very disappoint when my parents do not trust me yet grateful for they always give me the biggest support (and sponsor... hiek hiek><) to me without let me know.
By the way, enjoy my university life in Sarawak and no longer will go for work like those crazy workaholic in office.
Try to achieve a good result so in future can have a much better lifestyle for my family.
Both of parents are getting older everytime i went back for my sem break.
Sometimes will drop some tears when knowing one day my parents will left my sisters and I forever...
Will try appreciate and do everything they asked me to do. Don want to let them angry or felt sad for my mistake or fail.
I know I'm a damn freaking stubborn girl an sometimes will easily get angry when my parents said something to me which I do not like or agree it. But, am trying to change those bad habit. ><
At last, thanks to our mother of the heaven to let me born in this beautiful world, have a wonderful yet crazy family, met lots of psycho-ness, hiao-ness, caring, loving, betahan-ness, friends for 21 years.^^
Let's face those fucking journey an challenges together^^ yeay~!!!