Thx

Tuesday night, housemate came to my room n said wanna have a chat v me.
n he asked about the incident happen last week.
asked was i OK? was i fine? if anything just tell…. don keep them…

wanted to keep silent n keep the sadness and hurt inside..but he said actually they knew i cried that day because of their words. He apologized for his action that day and I was glad he apologized.

finally i told the truth n also apologized to him because of my sometimes-laziness. should prepare the dinner together.He also told me not to keep everything but need to tell them if their action or words hurt me…

Then he make jokes and both of us laugh then he went back his room.

That night was very happy although i din show it on my face. Really thx him for being concern for me and apologized to me… But still i will be more caution and not to repeat the same thing happen to me or my housemates. BTW thx again… ^^

2am in the midnight.. siao eh

This picture let me had a deep thinking in this silent midnight.
Time fly fast and i'm going to reach 22 years old and haven done anything special for my life once.
Always having my life easy-come-easy-go like everything had been planned by God. Never been through the most challenge or gan-jiong incident before.... (sigh.... haiz...)
From a baby who does not know to walk to an adult who need to face lots of challenge and social now.
Through this journey, i met lots of kind of people, things and challenges. Sad, frustrated, happy, excited, angry, pekcek, walao.... lots la.... had been through these feelings and still continue facing it and wont easily give up no matter how hard the challenges and how the pekcek the peoples are. (CHE.....!)
Sometimes felt very disappoint when my parents do not trust me yet grateful for they always give me the biggest support (and sponsor... hiek hiek><) to me without let me know.
By the way, enjoy my university life in Sarawak and no longer will go for work like those crazy workaholic in office.
Try to achieve a good result so in future can have a much better lifestyle for my family.
Both of parents are getting older everytime i went back for my sem break.
Sometimes will drop some tears when knowing one day my parents will left my sisters and I forever...
Will try appreciate and do everything they asked me to do. Don want to let them angry or felt sad for my mistake or fail.
I know I'm a damn freaking stubborn girl an sometimes will easily get angry when my parents said something to me which I do not like or agree it. But, am trying to change those bad habit. ><
At last, thanks to our mother of the heaven to let me born in this beautiful world, have a wonderful yet crazy family, met lots of psycho-ness, hiao-ness, caring, loving, betahan-ness, friends for 21 years.^^
Let's face those fucking journey an challenges together^^ yeay~!!!

28.12.2012

These days, I felt very lonely because all my housemates went back for Christmas and Phoebe went back for her cousin’s wedding.

Said that 26 or 27.12.2012 will come back but till today I din saw my housemate… Bullshit!

Just forget about it…

My first Christmas eve celebrated in one of the church in Kuching and honestly it was too bored but interesting.

Celebrated Christmas eve with siao tar bo, Sen Chen and others people such as Ah Pang, Teck Yong, Monisa, Mandy and others.

Last week, i went K with my ah ba Poh Seng of course, Shiro my little macho brother, Kar Ann and Etienne!!!! When he told me he is going, I was like” Thank God!!! Finally I jio-ed Etienne Lee that siao Cibong!!!”

We sang a lots and played like siao lang~

Unfortunately, we missed the way back to Unimas.

We turn and turn and turn finally under Etienne’s driving, we managed to went back. Pheww~

During these days, I wanna thanks to Shiro for keep jio-ing me out and eat…

Thx, Sai Lou~ Muakzz^^

At least not last, my final exams… wanna do revision but keep watching my Running Man and my Kpop MV…. SUCKS!!!

BTW, I still keep control myself and focus on my revision…

Hence, All the best and Fighting!!!!

Sarang haeyo Dong Bang Shin Ki and BAP>< muakzz~