快乐

快乐因分享而提升！

最快乐的事，莫过于分享快乐。



不要只顾着数你还缺少些什么，

偶尔也应该数数看你已经拥有了什么，

这样生活会比较快乐。



小孩子的生活最快乐，

并不在于他们对真实世界的无知，

乃在于他们永远以一颗最纯朴的心看待世界，

对一切充满了惊奇，

充满了希望。



做人，不要时常埋怨。

埋怨，就会埋下积怨。



（来自于《生活的智慧》）

HENG!!!!

These days my brother, Mr. Kang Kai went crazy!!!!

In tuition, he suddenly sang hokkian song!!!!!

I shocked with his weird action these days

And he likes to say “HENG AR!!!!!”

He learn this word in a video named “left 4 dead”

That video I watched and it was DAMN funny with the XXX and the XXX

Ha-ha…

Oh….and also with the HENG!!!!!

Ha-ha…

Lu HENG bo? HENG bo?

HENG lu e XX XXX la…..

HaHaHa…..

P/S Only for those people who had watched that video will understand what I writing about^^

HENG AR!!!!!!

学会坚持

• 生命唯一的失败就是放弃

• 成功往往是非预期的，

   而是在坚持中偶尔相遇

• 除非一开始你说放弃，

   否则世界上没有什么事，

   是你一定做不到的。

• 任何事只要有一个开始，

   就有可能完成。

• 自古以来最可怕的病叫“放弃”。

Useless + Alone =ME

Sometimes I think that I am very useless

I am not good in study,

Cooking,

Creation,

Communication,

........

At home, I use to be alone,

Alone reading my Facebook,

Alone watching the television show,

Alone study in my room….

All alone

When I talking to my family,

Sometimes they will not listen to me but will scold me because I was too talkative.

So I prefer stay alone in my room with my laptop and my radio.

I rather singing along with my radio in my room than chatting with my family in the living room

I think my mom can’t read my mind and can’t 100% understand my behavior after living together for 18 years

May be this is the way I have my life

Lonely yet sad

I love to go to school because there is the only place that I can chat and talk happily with my friends….

I love the way I make fun to cheer up my friends

I love the way I make the class so noisy

I love the way I hit my friends

I JUST LOVE THE WAY LIKE THAT

Ha!

I think this is the only useful things that I can do

But at home, I just like a useless people

Because I can’t make joke at home,

Make noisy at home…

If I do so, my mom and dad will scold me

Scold me when I should stop my stupid and childish behavior

But I think at home,

The only people I can play to is my youngest sister that only 8 years old

My mom always scold me and my dad always ask me to do this, do that

I just felt very ignoring

And I rather shut myself up when my mom scold me

I don’t want argue with my mom

But I just can’t understand why she always scold me and NOT my young sister

WHY?????

When my sister talking to my mom,

My mom will listen and give some of her opinion

But WHY NOT ME????

WHY?!!!!

So

That why I always lock myself in my room…..

LONELY YET SAD…..V.V

Am I?

Am I really falling into it?

Am I?

Am I?

I can’t confirm it

But my heart really shakes

Tell me that if it really happens just accept it…

My heart just keep ask me to go for it

But I scare I will make the wrong decision

But….

Am I really falling into it already but I don’t know about it?

Am I ?

I HATE YOU

You….
You are the monster in my life

You are the monster that I hate very much

Your presence always makes me felt very scare and want to run away

I hate when you come close to me

You smell horrible, ugly and disgusting!!!!!

When it’s raining day, you and you gangs will come out and scared me

But my super duper dad will come out and help me get rid of you and your disgusting gangs

But no matter how many times my dad get rid of you,

You still come and disturb me

OMG!!!!!!

Why GOD must creative such a monster like you

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE COCKROACHS!!!!!!!!!!>.<

PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!

Ice-cream

Ice-cream The delicious things yet can bring happiness for me
I love to eat ice-cream especially ice-cream that flavor vanilla and chocolate
Mmmmmm~~~~
It taste so~ good
When I felt very sad or lonely
I will buy an ice-cream and enjoy every bite of it
Although it cannot solve all the trouble I make
At least it can bring joyful for me
I also will eat ice-cream even I do not have any worry
I JUST LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!!
SO IN LOVE WITH IT!!!!!!!
Wahahahaha…….
If you…..
YA, I mean YOU!!!!!!
If you buy a vanilla flavor ice-cream for me,
I will fell super happy oh~~~~
So…..GO BUY ICE-CREAM FOR ME NOW!!!!!!!!^^

Too pure?

Is my mind too pure?

Sometime I think that my mind is too pure
And easy to believe someone or something
When I believe it
At the end it betray me
When I believe his feeling
At the end is he betray my feeling to him
When I believe the relationship with her
At the end she betray our relationship
Betray.......
There are too many betray that’s on me
Just because my mind is too pure and I am too believe on it?
Enough!!!!
I want to escape from these betray
Sometimes I had to be fear and cold
Because I scared someone will lie to me and betray me
But sometime I just think that
Even my closest family can’t read my minds
When I had problems
I prefer keep it secretly in my heart than sharing with my family or my friends
Sometime I will cry by my own in a hidden corner
I don’t wish anyone can realize my problems
Really….
Just because I scared I will be hurt so bad
I always smile and make myself funny in front of my friends
But actually inside of me ,
I not the type of people like that
inside me is a lonely and depressed girl…..

mp?

These month I think is the most broke month

Because there is two mp need to pay money that’s total up equal RM50
Argh……no enough money
So this month I must save my money for Hari Raya activity!!!!!
During Hari Raya, me and my friends plan to go Green Box to have FUN!!!!!!!
WOOHO!!!
Can’t wait the day come
Fast fast come…. I WANT GO K!!!!!!!

30 HOURS FAMINE (22.8.2010)

Saturday (21.8.2010) I had received a call from my friend and she brought a GOOD news to me

I CAN BE A VOLUNTEER FOR 30 HOURS FAMINE!!!!!!

That time I was damn so happy

Then before I went slept, I pack my things like tissue, a bottle of water, my identity card and my bag (of course must bring a bag or why should I put my things in, heheXD)

The next day, Sunday I gathered at my friend’s house and when all the people ready then we went to Bukit Jalil

When we arrived, we saw there was some people had arrived

Then we went register for becoming a security then went for a small meeting

After the small meetings, we went to our place to take care around the place

I with a guy were order to duty in front the toilet (Toilet? Ok…..)
Then slowly I became closer to the guy name Alex

Then we went walked and chatted along each other (He is a good and good looking guy…xp)

After my duty time was up, then Geok Hua and me went to the back stage to find our leader

Then she had a small meeting then she gave us our duty place

After that we went to our duty place

Woo…..my duty place was a good place, the first row that nearest to the performance stage
After we took our place, our duty was started

Actually, my job was too easy and too lucky because I can saw the artists SOOOOO CLOSE!!!!!

Then we enjoyed the show
The My FM DJ Jeff and William were so funny, they played each other

There was a game that let me so memorable

A game called’ Rain Man Made’

This game was about our hands

We must follow the artists in front to do our part

Firstly, we rub our hand, and then we snapped our finger to produce a sound like rain drops

Then we clapped our thigh and final we clapped our hands to produce a sound of big rain

We also tapped our feet to produce a thunder storm

The surroundings in Bukit Jalil sound like there was a heavy rain inside it

It sounds very real!!!!

Then we reverse our step to ‘stop’ the rain….

This game was SO amazing…..

In the first row, I can saw the artists so close like Francissca Peter, Danell Lee, Mei Yan, Fei Bee, Yi Xin, Hao Ren, Mei Xin, Luo Yee Sze, Fish Leong, Z Chen and NICHOLAS TEO!!!!!!

Nicholas Teo is so handsome just like in the TV show

Fish Leong also very pretty and she is a small size people

There performance was awesome!!!!!!

That day I felt so happy because that day I met Gui Fen, Xiao Wei, Boon Kiat, Hanley Niu, Ying Chang, Wang Chun, Kian Wei…..

Besides that, I also saw our Fo Tang’s people like Chong, feng, Jia Xie, An Qi, Shee Wan….

I also saw some high school students like Pang Yang, Ah Lian, Keat Ket…..

Among them, I the lucky one because I can see the artists so close….WAHAHAHA!!!!!

Then me, Shiau Ting, Ling Jie, Jordan, Jess, Shiau Foon, Geok Hua went a restoran to had our dinner then only we went home

Next year I sure will join this interesting and meaningful activity and I will also bring my friends to join this famine…

30 HOURS FAMINE ROCKZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!